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Ivory
03:31
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Standing tall in your ivory tower
Looking down on all of those who serve you
Always the selfish, always the deceiver
Fear the punishment you know you deserve
Tell me something new
After we take the brunt
Your presence here grows colder
With every name you forgot
This machine never stops
Not to fix broken parts
Not to ripen the rot
You drag me down with the rest of the lot
You deprive us of basic needs then say that we're the priority
You brought millions of us in then say that we're the minority
So Fuck it I'm done
Being a number instead of a name
I've lived it, for years
And I refuse to feed your fame
Standing tall in your ivory tower
Looking down on all of those who serve you
Always the selfish, always the deceiver
Fear the punishment you know you deserve
What you've built will soon start to crumble
You will lie in a grave made of rubble
Tell me something old
You love to keep us beneath
You strive to drag us down
A constant state of defeat
You're full of pure corruption
Your framework breeds destruction
That seems to be your favorite way to function
And it's where you reside
Where you hold all your pride
That the demons arise
To make you see the light
In the flames that we'll ignite
Those you antagonized
Will watch you burn as your embers take flight
You put us through your trials
You spat into our eyes
We've been through Armageddon
And we will not compromise
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Linger
03:50
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Fuck it
I was reliant
On you and I've had enough
I lived with your oppression
Couldn't stand who I'd become
Halted my progression
I needed abscession
From your sovereignty
And the weight you placed on me
And I can't be reliant
On your toxic suppliance
Expectations never meant for me
Well maybe now you'll see
You only bred defiance
Sat in silence for too long
I felt trapped in my own home
I had nowhere to go
To push forward is to start again
The art of living is not knowing when
To move on from this or to call it quits
To move on from this or to call it quits
You preach, in silence
Demanding compliance
Motivation is misery
Refuse to follow the narrative you imposed on me
Won't pander to your sensibilities
Escape the echo chamber
Even now you still linger
Not wrapped around your finger
I wont follow the leader
My own redeemer
And I said
What I
Meant to say to you all these years
Worked so damn hard to be your biggest fear
And there's nothing you can say to me
To discredit what I've done
To push forward is to start again
The art of living is not knowing when
To move on from this or to call it quits
To move on from this or to call it quits
To live a life under a finger
I'm amazed that you still linger
Terrified to stand on your own
Break the mold so you can go
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3. |
Heed My Words
03:00
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I've said it once and I'll say it again And this time you better heed my words
I've said it once and I'll say it again And this time you better fucking listen
I've said it once and I'll say it again
And you can't pretend you didn't ask for this
You lit the match
You watched me burn
The ashes of a lesson never learned
You'll bleed
They'll grieve
For the false man they thought they knew
You'll bleed
From the neck up
A fate earned by the likes of you
You're problematic
You're fucking dogmatic
The knife in my back was systematic
You're problematic
You left me stigmatic
Can't wash the blood off my hands
Traumatic
I've had enough
Of all of this
Cut the ties
Web of lies you spun for me
Shut your mouth
I'm not listening
I've said it once and I'll say it again
This time I'll bring this to an end
I lit the match
I watched you burn
Now maybe you'll fucking learn
You took something from me
So now I'll take everything from you
And I'll stop at nothing
So there's not a damn thing you could do
Fuck you
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4. |
Anxiety
03:08
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What have I done to get myself here
Fallen in a trap of irrational fear again
A padded room inside my head
A straight jacket of delusion
Nowhere to run as it follows
Nowhere to hide as I wallow
Nowhere to rest my head as it stabs me in the back again
When the walls collapse I'll be the only one inside to watch as they cave in
Tear down the walls of this prison
Where the prisoners are the victims
And you'd think
It's not so complicated
But I see
These walls have eyes, but they talk as harsh as they judge
Alone in a crowded room
I'd rather fade away then crash and burn
Or at least I thought I would
But not anymore
I won't stand on the sidelines and watch my best days go by
I won't lay idle and kiss my peak years goodbye, cuz its time that I
Quit looking over my shoulder
Refuse to carry this weight any longer
And you'd think it isn't complicated
But you'd know the pain if you were bred this jaded
These walls have eyes, but they talk as harsh as they judge
Alone in a crowded room
I'd rather fade away then crash and burn
Or at least I thought I would
But not anymore
And it's sad, that I hung
On every word you
Said, and I thought
Your laughter was
Torment, in my head
I'd be better off
Dead, but I'm not
Not yet
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5. |
Life Of Mine
03:34
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Trust me I'm doing fine
So content with this life of mine
Skipping through the fields of lies
Avoid the graves in the back of my mind
Trust me I'm doing fine
So content with this life of mine
Don't bother reading the signs
Or the grave where honestly lies
Cuz its fine
Trust me I'm doing fine
So content with this life of mine
Don't bother reading the signs
Or the grave where honestly lies
I never needed a helping hand
Now this isolation's a curse
Been through years of "it is what it is
It be like that," but it never fucking works
Decades of be a man
And momma didn't raise no bitch
Has all lead to this
I've reached my wits end
At the edge of the cliff
With no fucks to give
Should've pulled me back while you still had a grip
Before the rabbit hole became an abyss
Became an abyss
When the wound still could have been stitched
Trust me I'm doing fine
So content with this life of mine
You skip through the fields of lies
Or the grave where honesty lies
Cuz its fine
Trust me I'm doing fine
Out of your mind when I'm out of sight
Don't bother reading the signs
To the place that withered my pride
You're all belligerent toxic symbols
So watch your effigy start to dwindle
You thought the path for me was set in stone
I refuse to put my life on hold
Bite... your... tongue
Still… your... lungs
Bite... your... tongue
Cast me away
Cast me away, cuz I am never enough
You wanted me at my worst
A fate i didn't deserve
I thought that I was at fault
You... haunt... me
Fuck it! I'm doing fine
So content with this life of mine
You skip through the fields of lies
Or the grave where honesty lies
Cuz its fine
Trust me i'm doing fine
Out of your mind when I'm out of sight
Don't bother reading the signs
You draw the line where empathy dies
You draw the line where empathy dies
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6. |
Get Out
03:20
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Been stuck for the longest time
Trapped in this cycle of mine
I lie in the bed that I make
But I'll make it right this time
Tired of the shame that I felt
About time I do things for myself
Sick of the cards that I have been dealt
I won't take anymore
Someone help me get out
Of this hell
Of this mess that I've made
A mindset I cant escape
Pull me out
Why do I do this to myself
This routine repeats
Watching days turn to weeks
With no control over my life
But I'm taking back what's mine
What should I say
What should I think
What should I do now that i finally see the good in me
Someone help me get out
Of this hell
Of this mess that I've made
A mindset I cant escape
Take me out
Put me down
Why do I do this to myself
Do this to myself
Someone help me get out
Of this hell
Of this mess that I've made
A mindset I cant escape
Take me out
Of this world
Someone help me get out
Of this hell
Of this mess that I've made
A mindset I cant escape
Take me out
Put me down
Why do I do this to myself
Do this to myself
Why do I do this to myself
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